I’m vegetarian unless angels are on the menu

                       Love Letter to Jim Brodey (by CAConrad)

                                                                Dear Jim
                                                                        for
                                                                those whose
                                                acid trips were a success
                                                only twice
                                                I’ve met men who
                                                are high exactly
                                                as they are sober
                                                both became my lovers

                                                both died one like
                                        you died Jim he
                                played music too
                                loud at parties to
                                gather us into a
                                single frequency feel
                                healed for the length
                                of a song

                                                nothing works forever
                                there was something in
                                the air that year Jim
                                and you put it there

                                        a rapt center in
                                           pivot looking
                                                   to face
                                                    love again
                                        learning to
                        accept what’s offered
                        without guilt

                                        to be reminded
                                                of nothing
                my favorite day not dragging
                        the dead around

                                                they’re looking
                                        for Lorca in the Valley
                                                    of the Fallen

                                        Franco’s thugs would understand
                                ”developing countries” means
                                getting them ready for
                                mining diamonds drilling oil
                                teaching them to make a
                                decent cup of coffee for
                                visiting executives

                                                if I’m not going
                                        to live like this
                                        anymore I must will
                                        every cell to
                                                        stand away

                                                the History of Madness
                                        725 pages is too much to
                                        not be normal

                                                scorn is very
                                        motivating

                                                        I’m vegetarian unless
                                                angels are on the
                                                menu mouth watering
                                                deep fried wings
                                                shove greasy bones in
                                                their trumpets

                                        the cost of
                                                scorn is
                                                often unexpected

                                        I see my fascist
                                neighbor from downstairs
                                ”Did my boyfriend and
                                I make too much
                                noise last night?”
                                his glare the
                                YES that keeps
                                me smiling

(Source: amazon.com)